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		<title>By: Thomas</title>
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		<dc:creator>Thomas</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Fri, 11 Sep 2009 22:08:51 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Mushrooms ('shrooms, the psilocybin ones) are similar to LSD, but LSD is a synthetic, and by some measures more powerful than 'shrooms.  I've experienced both.  The mushrooms are naturally occurring and ubiquitous in several climate zones on earth, and, unlike LSD,  you're partaking in a psychedelic experience that humankind experienced in their evolutionary history as well in the 'hippy' era of the 50s-70s.  Shrooms, in addition to psycho-active cacti or other plants/natural preparations, continue to be used in shamanic-religious ceremonies of various tribal peoples in various parts of the earth.  Psilocybe cubensis 'shrooms are commonly, quietly (due to illegality) grown in many homes.  All the info needed to do it can be  found on the web, the most complete website being www.shroomery.org .  Look or search there for RR's posts (RR=Roger Rabbit).  RR is a specialist, a bonifide mycologist, well known among home cubensis growers, whose cubensis  growing technique I view as the best among many.  It takes a little dedication to end up with a homegrown crop of psychedelic mushrooms, still it is easy to do if you want to, and not so expensive (&#60; $100).  I ended up with about 15 dried oz., having the intention of treating my fiancee's severe cluster headaches with them (see www.clusterbuster.com). Though by now I've mostly lost the desire to 'trip' or get high in general, I still can appreciate having a supply of these fungi, preserved for the ages in small canning jars in CO2 gas.

Onto the talk of Gaia, if I may contribute a little of my own spiritual perspective and the perspective of a geologist..  As for the totality of earth being alive and divine in nature, it sounds like the  Gaia (mother earth) cult that began in ancient Greece , as in http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gaia_(mythology) .  Despite having 'tripped' on LSD, Psilo. mushrooms, and Sage (salvia divinorum) enough times in the past,  it never truly entered my thinking, but I can remember once telling my friend, while tripping as a teen (I had first done acid at age 12), of a current belief I had that I was actually God, or maybe that 'we' are all God, or perhaps that everything was God. It is, I know now, a form of the belief called pantheism.  When I became a geologist, geology of course not being a religious or spiritual discipline and we were taught that all matter is either animate or  inanimate (plants, animals, fungii, etc. vs. compounds, minerals, and elements; rocks).  From the geology point of view that's what I accept.  From a spiritual view,  I acknowledge that no one has seen or proven God.  That being the case, He being ineffable (defying expression or description) while this world and it's parts are seen and felt as long as we are alive.  No tripping substance changes this state of affairs for me, but I am aware that hallucinogenic substances create illusions and impressions of knowing the unknowable, or ineffable.  For the record, I believe Jesus to be the Son of God, God in the form of a man (the Son of man) and that the power behind my faith affects my life in many good ways.  While the use of hallucinogens may leave lasting impressions on our souls/minds, it is not the same for me.  

Of course, there are nutty folks that claim to be Christians, and nutty folks who trip.  The fruit of our lives, our legacies of you will, will yield that final answer as to what was true or false, and what was good or bad.

May God bring about whatever is good for you</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Mushrooms (&#8217;shrooms, the psilocybin ones) are similar to LSD, but LSD is a synthetic, and by some measures more powerful than &#8217;shrooms.  I&#8217;ve experienced both.  The mushrooms are naturally occurring and ubiquitous in several climate zones on earth, and, unlike LSD,  you&#8217;re partaking in a psychedelic experience that humankind experienced in their evolutionary history as well in the &#8216;hippy&#8217; era of the 50s-70s.  Shrooms, in addition to psycho-active cacti or other plants/natural preparations, continue to be used in shamanic-religious ceremonies of various tribal peoples in various parts of the earth.  Psilocybe cubensis &#8217;shrooms are commonly, quietly (due to illegality) grown in many homes.  All the info needed to do it can be  found on the web, the most complete website being <a href="http://www.shroomery.org" rel="nofollow">http://www.shroomery.org</a> .  Look or search there for RR&#8217;s posts (RR=Roger Rabbit).  RR is a specialist, a bonifide mycologist, well known among home cubensis growers, whose cubensis  growing technique I view as the best among many.  It takes a little dedication to end up with a homegrown crop of psychedelic mushrooms, still it is easy to do if you want to, and not so expensive (&lt; $100).  I ended up with about 15 dried oz., having the intention of treating my fiancee&#8217;s severe cluster headaches with them (see <a href="http://www.clusterbuster.com" rel="nofollow">http://www.clusterbuster.com</a>). Though by now I&#8217;ve mostly lost the desire to &#8216;trip&#8217; or get high in general, I still can appreciate having a supply of these fungi, preserved for the ages in small canning jars in CO2 gas.</p>
<p>Onto the talk of Gaia, if I may contribute a little of my own spiritual perspective and the perspective of a geologist..  As for the totality of earth being alive and divine in nature, it sounds like the  Gaia (mother earth) cult that began in ancient Greece , as in <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gaia_" rel="nofollow">http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gaia_</a>(mythology) .  Despite having &#8216;tripped&#8217; on LSD, Psilo. mushrooms, and Sage (salvia divinorum) enough times in the past,  it never truly entered my thinking, but I can remember once telling my friend, while tripping as a teen (I had first done acid at age 12), of a current belief I had that I was actually God, or maybe that &#8216;we&#8217; are all God, or perhaps that everything was God. It is, I know now, a form of the belief called pantheism.  When I became a geologist, geology of course not being a religious or spiritual discipline and we were taught that all matter is either animate or  inanimate (plants, animals, fungii, etc. vs. compounds, minerals, and elements; rocks).  From the geology point of view that&#8217;s what I accept.  From a spiritual view,  I acknowledge that no one has seen or proven God.  That being the case, He being ineffable (defying expression or description) while this world and it&#8217;s parts are seen and felt as long as we are alive.  No tripping substance changes this state of affairs for me, but I am aware that hallucinogenic substances create illusions and impressions of knowing the unknowable, or ineffable.  For the record, I believe Jesus to be the Son of God, God in the form of a man (the Son of man) and that the power behind my faith affects my life in many good ways.  While the use of hallucinogens may leave lasting impressions on our souls/minds, it is not the same for me.  </p>
<p>Of course, there are nutty folks that claim to be Christians, and nutty folks who trip.  The fruit of our lives, our legacies of you will, will yield that final answer as to what was true or false, and what was good or bad.</p>
<p>May God bring about whatever is good for you</p>
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		<title>By: cali</title>
		<link>http://www.amptoons.com/blog/archives/2006/01/19/alas-no-more-lsd/#comment-394209</link>
		<dc:creator>cali</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Fri, 11 Sep 2009 02:22:18 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>I'm sorry to be commenting on this so late. I ask myself this same question all of the time. "What happened to LSD?"  LSD was one of the most important things that ever happened to me. There was an entire culture based around the experience and several types of acid were simultaneously available (paper, gel, liquid on sugar cubes). I had an experience with liquid acid where I realized that the planet Earth is a living organism that is alive. The Earth, I decided, is the real "God" (goddess) and this fact has remained hidden from the people. We actually wake in the presence of our goddess every day and we are in the fabled Garden of Eden.  I also felt that Jesus Christ was not The Son of God. He was A Son of God(dess) just as I am and all others who live with this knowledge are. After having had a particularly Protestant upbringing, I felt that this was a serious breakthrough. I was later exposed to authors such as Terence McKenna who discussed exactly what I had experienced. I discovered that much of prehistory involved similar religious views. 
Enough of the hippy babbling though. WHAT I REALLY WANT TO EXPRESS is that the absence of LSD in the world has made this type of experience much more difficult to come by. Materialism and career advancement don't hold a candle to living a life where you live in the presence of the divine. Those who promote a "Just Say No" philosophy instead of creating a culture where saying "Yes" to the right substances can be safe and beneficial are making progress very difficult.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;m sorry to be commenting on this so late. I ask myself this same question all of the time. &#8220;What happened to LSD?&#8221;  LSD was one of the most important things that ever happened to me. There was an entire culture based around the experience and several types of acid were simultaneously available (paper, gel, liquid on sugar cubes). I had an experience with liquid acid where I realized that the planet Earth is a living organism that is alive. The Earth, I decided, is the real &#8220;God&#8221; (goddess) and this fact has remained hidden from the people. We actually wake in the presence of our goddess every day and we are in the fabled Garden of Eden.  I also felt that Jesus Christ was not The Son of God. He was A Son of God(dess) just as I am and all others who live with this knowledge are. After having had a particularly Protestant upbringing, I felt that this was a serious breakthrough. I was later exposed to authors such as Terence McKenna who discussed exactly what I had experienced. I discovered that much of prehistory involved similar religious views.<br />
Enough of the hippy babbling though. WHAT I REALLY WANT TO EXPRESS is that the absence of LSD in the world has made this type of experience much more difficult to come by. Materialism and career advancement don&#8217;t hold a candle to living a life where you live in the presence of the divine. Those who promote a &#8220;Just Say No&#8221; philosophy instead of creating a culture where saying &#8220;Yes&#8221; to the right substances can be safe and beneficial are making progress very difficult.</p>
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		<title>By: B. Adu</title>
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		<dc:creator>B. Adu</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Tue, 04 Aug 2009 14:09:07 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Now this is how to have a nuanced discussion about something that may or may not 'cause' health problems.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Now this is how to have a nuanced discussion about something that may or may not &#8217;cause&#8217; health problems.</p>
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		<title>By: João Paulo</title>
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		<dc:creator>João Paulo</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sat, 01 Aug 2009 23:53:54 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Hi everyone from Portugal. 
What I have to say about LSD is that is the most profound/odd experience that drugs have to offer. I started by taking a bottler in a bar with a friend that I really trust from the deep of my heart. That 1st experience was really mood-lifting and I felt very positively anxious that night like I was going to explode of joy if you know wath I mean. The floor looked like water and those type of visuals. That night I absorbed more knowledge about life than in my entire life until than. Simple things like everything as a beggining, midle and an end. I realize that I was precisily (dunno if that word is correct lol) in the middle of EVERYTHING, just like everyone else. Pretty simple insights but at the same time very  profound.
The next weeks the experiencies multiplicated. I used to drop 1 acid per/week, not very smart at the time but I knew what I was doing. I had a weed and alchool background, pretty heavy abuse. From enlightnement glimpes, to very bad trips  (tought that I was being possessed by demons), got a little bit of everything. Today here I'am, can´t say that I´m 100% fine, don´t blame anyone or anything tough but I still have that feeling that I could gone much further with this begginingless/ endless way of thinking that lsd provides you. So much thing that I left to be said ..... Peace people</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Hi everyone from Portugal.<br />
What I have to say about LSD is that is the most profound/odd experience that drugs have to offer. I started by taking a bottler in a bar with a friend that I really trust from the deep of my heart. That 1st experience was really mood-lifting and I felt very positively anxious that night like I was going to explode of joy if you know wath I mean. The floor looked like water and those type of visuals. That night I absorbed more knowledge about life than in my entire life until than. Simple things like everything as a beggining, midle and an end. I realize that I was precisily (dunno if that word is correct lol) in the middle of EVERYTHING, just like everyone else. Pretty simple insights but at the same time very  profound.<br />
The next weeks the experiencies multiplicated. I used to drop 1 acid per/week, not very smart at the time but I knew what I was doing. I had a weed and alchool background, pretty heavy abuse. From enlightnement glimpes, to very bad trips  (tought that I was being possessed by demons), got a little bit of everything. Today here I&#8217;am, can´t say that I´m 100% fine, don´t blame anyone or anything tough but I still have that feeling that I could gone much further with this begginingless/ endless way of thinking that lsd provides you. So much thing that I left to be said &#8230;.. Peace people</p>
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		<title>By: Chris</title>
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		<dc:creator>Chris</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sat, 09 May 2009 21:35:07 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>&lt;blockquote cite=""&gt;&lt;strong&gt;That seems very unfair to the post-LSD generations - as if my generation had used up all the endless summer afternoons with perfect babbling brooks, or something, and no generation will ever get that feeling again.&lt;/strong&gt;/blockquote&#62;
I am the post-LSD generation, and I am saddened that all the 'real' LSD-25 has seemed to vanish. I have listened to stories of spectacular spiritual events from the LSD generation, if that is what they should be called. I admit I may be 'too young' to use "drugs", but I use entheogens to develop a deeper spiritual bond, with not only my self, but the world around me. Now that the availability of these sacraments gradually decreases, I feel ( and I think that I speak for others) that we have been robbed of an experience of a lifetime. I do hope that people come to their senses and take another look at the true effects of things like Peyote and LSD-25. Also, it is a shame that street acid is being tainted, and the amount of actually, real, LSD is declining.&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote cite=""><p><strong>That seems very unfair to the post-LSD generations - as if my generation had used up all the endless summer afternoons with perfect babbling brooks, or something, and no generation will ever get that feeling again.</strong>/blockquote&gt;<br />
I am the post-LSD generation, and I am saddened that all the &#8216;real&#8217; LSD-25 has seemed to vanish. I have listened to stories of spectacular spiritual events from the LSD generation, if that is what they should be called. I admit I may be &#8216;too young&#8217; to use &#8220;drugs&#8221;, but I use entheogens to develop a deeper spiritual bond, with not only my self, but the world around me. Now that the availability of these sacraments gradually decreases, I feel ( and I think that I speak for others) that we have been robbed of an experience of a lifetime. I do hope that people come to their senses and take another look at the true effects of things like Peyote and LSD-25. Also, it is a shame that street acid is being tainted, and the amount of actually, real, LSD is declining.</p></blockquote>
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		<title>By: Jay</title>
		<link>http://www.amptoons.com/blog/archives/2006/01/19/alas-no-more-lsd/#comment-359008</link>
		<dc:creator>Jay</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Tue, 07 Apr 2009 18:26:37 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>The thing about LSD is that it is different for every person. People on this blog say they don't want to be out of control so they have never tried it. I took alot of Trips back in the day and I was alway's in control. More so than pot or alcohol. I can't find LSD anymore either. I found some about 5 years ago and the guy said it was great. One hit was like drinking a glass of wine. I took all the other 6 hits the next night and had a light trip. I sure miss LSD25. It opened my mind and helped me understand myself intellectually. Maybe people aren't interested in mind expantion. Only in getting fu&#38;%ed up .</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The thing about LSD is that it is different for every person. People on this blog say they don&#8217;t want to be out of control so they have never tried it. I took alot of Trips back in the day and I was alway&#8217;s in control. More so than pot or alcohol. I can&#8217;t find LSD anymore either. I found some about 5 years ago and the guy said it was great. One hit was like drinking a glass of wine. I took all the other 6 hits the next night and had a light trip. I sure miss LSD25. It opened my mind and helped me understand myself intellectually. Maybe people aren&#8217;t interested in mind expantion. Only in getting fu&amp;%ed up .</p>
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		<title>By: ktm_ko_kt</title>
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		<dc:creator>ktm_ko_kt</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Wed, 21 Jan 2009 19:52:32 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>I dont know about the rest of the world but its really not difficult to get ur hands on LSD in India and other parts of Asia. 
It might be one of the most harmful drugs of all time with its ability to alter people ,their minds and their personality forever.. but just like someone mentioned before, if i try to make a list of ten most beautiful days of my life, tripping days would some of the ten.
While ive had my bad trips, ive seen horns grow off people's heads, grass grow into worms, ive had dreams of demons and flying monsters, i still cant get over the time i had the most beautiful trips.. when gardens looked like paradise..trees, water, clouds everything was so damn beautiful. just makes u realise the power of ur own mind. makes u notice things u never noticed before. 
god bless hoffman..</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I dont know about the rest of the world but its really not difficult to get ur hands on LSD in India and other parts of Asia.<br />
It might be one of the most harmful drugs of all time with its ability to alter people ,their minds and their personality forever.. but just like someone mentioned before, if i try to make a list of ten most beautiful days of my life, tripping days would some of the ten.<br />
While ive had my bad trips, ive seen horns grow off people&#8217;s heads, grass grow into worms, ive had dreams of demons and flying monsters, i still cant get over the time i had the most beautiful trips.. when gardens looked like paradise..trees, water, clouds everything was so damn beautiful. just makes u realise the power of ur own mind. makes u notice things u never noticed before.<br />
god bless hoffman..</p>
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		<title>By: Jason</title>
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		<dc:creator>Jason</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Wed, 17 Dec 2008 06:15:37 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>I agree that taking away lsd from people is a tragedy. I can certainly say that my experiences with lsd where life changing and for the best. To anyone who may come in contact with some actual LSD and not their nock offs I would have to say DO IT!!! I understand that in some cases it can be very dangerous for some but if you feel it is right for you and not because everybody else is doing it, which would be quite odd because i can't say that i have seen a large amount of people that have done in. It is a beutiful entity and if you do reach the enlitenment that i have witnessed and briefely experienced, I say welcome to this amazing reality.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I agree that taking away lsd from people is a tragedy. I can certainly say that my experiences with lsd where life changing and for the best. To anyone who may come in contact with some actual LSD and not their nock offs I would have to say DO IT!!! I understand that in some cases it can be very dangerous for some but if you feel it is right for you and not because everybody else is doing it, which would be quite odd because i can&#8217;t say that i have seen a large amount of people that have done in. It is a beutiful entity and if you do reach the enlitenment that i have witnessed and briefely experienced, I say welcome to this amazing reality.</p>
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		<title>By: Schala</title>
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		<dc:creator>Schala</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sun, 14 Dec 2008 06:28:20 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>"Every drunk driver is pretty much equal, but every tripper is not equal."

I heard a story about some guy who had over 6.00 mg/l alcohol (the limit is 0.08), and he was conscious. A veteran alcoholic, the stuff did next to nothing to him.

I bet I couldn't reach 1.00 without being seriously messed up (I'm small, skinny, and I never drink).

From Elkins:
"Another thing to consider: do you get enough good sleep, karpad? I only ask because the things you are seeing sound identical to something that troubled me a few years back, when I was having a very serious problem with insomnia (and its attendant sleep deprivation). When the sleep deprivation went away, the scary, shadowy ‘just-out-of-the-corner-of-my-eye’ figure thingumabobs went away with it."

Who knows if they don't really exist and that you need to be out-of-phase with reality (altered mind, which sleep deprivation can do) to perceive them.

Anyone read John Dies at The End?

I won't spoil the whole thing, but there's a drug in that novel that's pretty special (that they call soy-sauce, cause it's black), it alters your mind rather profoundly. You can see the unseen and read minds and other stuff that I won't spoil, but it's pretty far out there, and it's a state that can't be attained without the drug (or serious godly meditation, but in the book, only the drug).

I didn't think the concept was all that farfetched, because I do think there is more to this world than the physical. If we were meant to just reproduce and become more proefficient as a society, we wouldn't need free-thinking, and someone/something designing a world where free-thinking exists, no doubt has plans for the minds once death claims the bodies.

And they don't go "in the sky" or "in the fiery pits of hell" (as if those were physical places). Who knows where spirits go, but perhaps they never go that far, we just aren't equipped, when alive, to perceive them in normal circumstances.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>&#8220;Every drunk driver is pretty much equal, but every tripper is not equal.&#8221;</p>
<p>I heard a story about some guy who had over 6.00 mg/l alcohol (the limit is 0.08), and he was conscious. A veteran alcoholic, the stuff did next to nothing to him.</p>
<p>I bet I couldn&#8217;t reach 1.00 without being seriously messed up (I&#8217;m small, skinny, and I never drink).</p>
<p>From Elkins:<br />
&#8220;Another thing to consider: do you get enough good sleep, karpad? I only ask because the things you are seeing sound identical to something that troubled me a few years back, when I was having a very serious problem with insomnia (and its attendant sleep deprivation). When the sleep deprivation went away, the scary, shadowy ‘just-out-of-the-corner-of-my-eye’ figure thingumabobs went away with it.&#8221;</p>
<p>Who knows if they don&#8217;t really exist and that you need to be out-of-phase with reality (altered mind, which sleep deprivation can do) to perceive them.</p>
<p>Anyone read John Dies at The End?</p>
<p>I won&#8217;t spoil the whole thing, but there&#8217;s a drug in that novel that&#8217;s pretty special (that they call soy-sauce, cause it&#8217;s black), it alters your mind rather profoundly. You can see the unseen and read minds and other stuff that I won&#8217;t spoil, but it&#8217;s pretty far out there, and it&#8217;s a state that can&#8217;t be attained without the drug (or serious godly meditation, but in the book, only the drug).</p>
<p>I didn&#8217;t think the concept was all that farfetched, because I do think there is more to this world than the physical. If we were meant to just reproduce and become more proefficient as a society, we wouldn&#8217;t need free-thinking, and someone/something designing a world where free-thinking exists, no doubt has plans for the minds once death claims the bodies.</p>
<p>And they don&#8217;t go &#8220;in the sky&#8221; or &#8220;in the fiery pits of hell&#8221; (as if those were physical places). Who knows where spirits go, but perhaps they never go that far, we just aren&#8217;t equipped, when alive, to perceive them in normal circumstances.</p>
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		<title>By: Earl</title>
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		<dc:creator>Earl</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sat, 13 Dec 2008 17:06:58 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>why don’t we listen to good music, look at a lovely painting, contemplate the inherent beauty of the universe on acid you might come to conclusion you never could sober</description>
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		<title>By: k</title>
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		<dc:creator>k</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sat, 13 Dec 2008 00:35:20 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>I don't agree with beth (see far above).
according to religion, doing drugs *does* make you a worse person
so that belief is out there and mendy has the right to believe it and express it
whether or not you agree
it boils down to whether you are religious or not

drugs have links to organized crime, some people never come back from their trips, and doing drugs interferes with one's ability to discern (as accurately as we usually do) reality

reality is rich enough as it is, instead of doing drugs why don't we listen to good music, look at a lovely painting, contemplate the inherent beauty of the universe? there's a lot of peace and happiness there that can't be found with drugs

so screw you if you think the only ok opinion is that it's great to do drugs
not everyone feels that way</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I don&#8217;t agree with beth (see far above).<br />
according to religion, doing drugs *does* make you a worse person<br />
so that belief is out there and mendy has the right to believe it and express it<br />
whether or not you agree<br />
it boils down to whether you are religious or not</p>
<p>drugs have links to organized crime, some people never come back from their trips, and doing drugs interferes with one&#8217;s ability to discern (as accurately as we usually do) reality</p>
<p>reality is rich enough as it is, instead of doing drugs why don&#8217;t we listen to good music, look at a lovely painting, contemplate the inherent beauty of the universe? there&#8217;s a lot of peace and happiness there that can&#8217;t be found with drugs</p>
<p>so screw you if you think the only ok opinion is that it&#8217;s great to do drugs<br />
not everyone feels that way</p>
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		<title>By: Mr.X</title>
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		<dc:creator>Mr.X</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Thu, 30 Oct 2008 18:05:47 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>I was involved with distributing acid for many years I use to get it from the so called nor cal group which is actually several groups. Let the DEA believe they caught all the chemists and cooks good go catch all the meth cooks. They did actually catch the main supplier in 2001 but not the only supplier people are just being careful alot of the people I use to know that sold purely lsd like myself now moved on to pot they have med cards and they are growing it or they are growing shrooms since its a slap on the wrist compared to getting caught with LSD. I can still get a page of sid but instead of 450 for 1000 hits its 2000 for 1000 hits. I just don't buy that quantity anymore since my last stay at club fed. Its not that hard to make lsd there are lsd cooks not everybody is a chemist but no one who really knows is  going to just give up the formula. Its all about money. I talked with owsley pickard scully and some other heads that no one has ever heard of and they will tell you some altruist bullshit but the truth is its either about money or their egos. For them to give out the formula to some heads that are gung ho about making it that will diminsh their legend. To them and every other Acid chemist I say QUIT BEING A SELFISH MONEY HUNGRY EGOTISTICAL PIG and publish either for free anonmously or for profit a easily understood recipe so we can all get high.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I was involved with distributing acid for many years I use to get it from the so called nor cal group which is actually several groups. Let the DEA believe they caught all the chemists and cooks good go catch all the meth cooks. They did actually catch the main supplier in 2001 but not the only supplier people are just being careful alot of the people I use to know that sold purely lsd like myself now moved on to pot they have med cards and they are growing it or they are growing shrooms since its a slap on the wrist compared to getting caught with LSD. I can still get a page of sid but instead of 450 for 1000 hits its 2000 for 1000 hits. I just don&#8217;t buy that quantity anymore since my last stay at club fed. Its not that hard to make lsd there are lsd cooks not everybody is a chemist but no one who really knows is  going to just give up the formula. Its all about money. I talked with owsley pickard scully and some other heads that no one has ever heard of and they will tell you some altruist bullshit but the truth is its either about money or their egos. For them to give out the formula to some heads that are gung ho about making it that will diminsh their legend. To them and every other Acid chemist I say QUIT BEING A SELFISH MONEY HUNGRY EGOTISTICAL PIG and publish either for free anonmously or for profit a easily understood recipe so we can all get high.</p>
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		<title>By: Tom</title>
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		<dc:creator>Tom</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Wed, 22 Oct 2008 20:02:11 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>To Dr. Stan (from above): thank you very much for your explanation of what is happening when a person takes LSD.  Very informative!</description>
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		<title>By: sober</title>
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		<dc:creator>sober</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Wed, 22 Oct 2008 03:38:59 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>im 17 it took me almost 3 years to find acid u just got to no meet the right person</description>
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		<title>By: mack</title>
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		<dc:creator>mack</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sat, 19 Apr 2008 22:11:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>wow all these comments really makes it sound like the drug is actually gone... i have a friend who grew up in the acid era and he goes on and on about how one time the devil and a angel was battling for his soul. in his own house to where he could even smell the devils breath, and feel the crisp winds of the angels wings.. it sounds a lil scary but it changed his life around. now he has a very successful position at citi bank. so honestly the drug sounds good to me and i definitely wouldnt mind trying it if it were availible. which unfortunately im starting to doubt that it is...</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>wow all these comments really makes it sound like the drug is actually gone&#8230; i have a friend who grew up in the acid era and he goes on and on about how one time the devil and a angel was battling for his soul. in his own house to where he could even smell the devils breath, and feel the crisp winds of the angels wings.. it sounds a lil scary but it changed his life around. now he has a very successful position at citi bank. so honestly the drug sounds good to me and i definitely wouldnt mind trying it if it were availible. which unfortunately im starting to doubt that it is&#8230;</p>
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		<title>By: Stebaski</title>
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		<dc:creator>Stebaski</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sat, 15 Mar 2008 01:37:04 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Yeah acid is around. I got it from people in Richmond, Virginia, and we brought it to people we knew from High School in Virginia Beach. I think LSD is a very constructive drug. One of the best ways to avoid a freak out is to go outside, in nature, where humans and all other living organisms have spent most of their time. I think all human people have some desire to be out in the wild where they first originated.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Yeah acid is around. I got it from people in Richmond, Virginia, and we brought it to people we knew from High School in Virginia Beach. I think LSD is a very constructive drug. One of the best ways to avoid a freak out is to go outside, in nature, where humans and all other living organisms have spent most of their time. I think all human people have some desire to be out in the wild where they first originated.</p>
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		<title>By: Dr. Stan</title>
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		<dc:creator>Dr. Stan</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Wed, 10 Oct 2007 23:36:43 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>The vast majority of the responses here represent an endemic lack of information about psychedelics and how they operate.  The same applies to many who have had "bad trips" and "flashbacks."

Let me say, not to brag or condescend, but to assure you that I have a modicum of credibility when it comes to this subject, that I have a degree in psychology that included courses in behavior, drugs &#38; behavior, perception, cognition, abnormal psychology, and social psychology.

I have also sampled a few psychedelics and can tell you both objectively and subjectively how they operate.

Chemically, LSD resembles serotonin, specifically 5-HT2A.  When it bonds with 5-HT2A receptors, it causes them to multiply drastically.  We end up with way more serotonin receptors than we need.  This is important because 5-HT2A is a FILTER (inhibitor) for both mood and sensation/perception.  Serotonergic neurons inhibit other neurotransmitters and extend to almost every organ system in the body.  

When we have too much serotonin for our receptors, we get depressed (serotonin re-uptake).  When we have an excess of receptors, we are more resistant to depression because our senses and mood are more "turned on."  The inhibitive or filtering effect of serotonin is neutralized by an excess of receptors.  Remember, most psychedelics (including both LSD and psilocybin) increase 5-HT2A receptors and thereby reduce the inhibiting effect of serotonergic neurons on other transmitters.  This effect is temporary but can also be LEARNED (which is where both "flashbacks" and "sober" trips come from).  Mind over matter, anyone?

Our brains are normally tossing around images and constructs, assembling them as we go along and comparing them to experience for validity.  Inside our brains there is a never-ending flow of data that we normally aren't aware of.  We commonly refer to this as subconscious or unconscious activity, and it includes everything from sensation to body control to memory to fantasy ("what if").

When serotonin's inhibitory effect is neutralized even partially, we are made aware on the conscious level of many of those hidden mental processes.  Memories become more vivid; we become super-sensitive; we can feel our own bodies working, and yes even our brains; we may be forced to face fears that we have long subdued but never overcame; our emotions become much stronger; and yes, images from our imaginations can be superimposed on reality.

Translation:  Psychedelics "open your mind," i.e. deconstruct defense mechanisms and other barriers that have been acquired and reinforced socially.  Most of the things we react to on psychedelics are things we have been conditioned to not react to, or even think about.  

The powerful and hidden truth about all of this is that serotonin does not equal "self control."  We DO NOT LOSE CONTROL SIMPLY BY TAKING A PSYCHEDELIC.  This is a product of our extremely powerful imaginations.  When one or more of our fears (which we never learned to counteract properly) is the only thing we can think about, we FORGET THAT WE STILL HAVE CONTROL.

A huge fear for many people is simply losing control.  When your mind can imagine the chance that you might lose control, you may hover on the edge or even push yourself over.

The remedy?  SMILE.  Genuinely.  Chill out.  Go with the flow.  Change what you're doing if it's really bothering you.  Surf the internet.  Flip through the channels.  Listen to the deepest and most positive music you have, or look for some.  Talk to a close friend, not about how you are tripping out but about what is going through your mind.  Above all, relax and remember that it's YOUR BRAIN and you just took a little substance to unlock it for a while.  You'll still have the same tissues and organs you had before you started tripping when you're done.  What happens is YOUR CHOICE.

Everything I have explained here is supported by experiments in neuroscience and psychotherapy as well as statistical data and personal experience.  I have seen people "start to wig out" and then suddenly become lucid and perfectly in control after I explained to them what was happening.

Over 80% of the LSD users questioned over the years have claimed that LSD gave them some sort of insight.  This ranged from understanding how their brains worked to being connected to everything around them to having "communicated with God."  I do not name the last one lightly as I have experienced all three of those examples of "insight" and by "God" I do not mean a magic man in the sky.

My overall point here is that the dangers of LSD are not inherent to LSD.  They are human fears and ignorance suppressed by lifetimes of socialization, unlocked by a chemical that removes some of the filters in our minds.  Too much murder, madness and mystery has existed without LSD for me to blame a few freak-outs on the drug.  LSD "casualties" (hospitalization or death) amount to something like 1 in 10,000 people who try it (these statistics vary).  This is a pathetic number, which is also probably highly correlated with its legal status and the stigma associated with psychedelics (a product of propaganda more than anything else).  The same cannot be said for other drugs.  Alcohol, cocaine, speed, and opiates are reliably addictive.  These drugs in large enough or frequent enough doses are also reliably lethal.  Not true with LSD, which by dose is one of the safest drugs known to man.

And yes, Lucy is still around.  Research in psychedelics is making a comeback.  Check out MAPS.org, erowid.org, or even wikipedia for more info.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The vast majority of the responses here represent an endemic lack of information about psychedelics and how they operate.  The same applies to many who have had &#8220;bad trips&#8221; and &#8220;flashbacks.&#8221;</p>
<p>Let me say, not to brag or condescend, but to assure you that I have a modicum of credibility when it comes to this subject, that I have a degree in psychology that included courses in behavior, drugs &amp; behavior, perception, cognition, abnormal psychology, and social psychology.</p>
<p>I have also sampled a few psychedelics and can tell you both objectively and subjectively how they operate.</p>
<p>Chemically, LSD resembles serotonin, specifically 5-HT2A.  When it bonds with 5-HT2A receptors, it causes them to multiply drastically.  We end up with way more serotonin receptors than we need.  This is important because 5-HT2A is a FILTER (inhibitor) for both mood and sensation/perception.  Serotonergic neurons inhibit other neurotransmitters and extend to almost every organ system in the body.  </p>
<p>When we have too much serotonin for our receptors, we get depressed (serotonin re-uptake).  When we have an excess of receptors, we are more resistant to depression because our senses and mood are more &#8220;turned on.&#8221;  The inhibitive or filtering effect of serotonin is neutralized by an excess of receptors.  Remember, most psychedelics (including both LSD and psilocybin) increase 5-HT2A receptors and thereby reduce the inhibiting effect of serotonergic neurons on other transmitters.  This effect is temporary but can also be LEARNED (which is where both &#8220;flashbacks&#8221; and &#8220;sober&#8221; trips come from).  Mind over matter, anyone?</p>
<p>Our brains are normally tossing around images and constructs, assembling them as we go along and comparing them to experience for validity.  Inside our brains there is a never-ending flow of data that we normally aren&#8217;t aware of.  We commonly refer to this as subconscious or unconscious activity, and it includes everything from sensation to body control to memory to fantasy (&#8221;what if&#8221;).</p>
<p>When serotonin&#8217;s inhibitory effect is neutralized even partially, we are made aware on the conscious level of many of those hidden mental processes.  Memories become more vivid; we become super-sensitive; we can feel our own bodies working, and yes even our brains; we may be forced to face fears that we have long subdued but never overcame; our emotions become much stronger; and yes, images from our imaginations can be superimposed on reality.</p>
<p>Translation:  Psychedelics &#8220;open your mind,&#8221; i.e. deconstruct defense mechanisms and other barriers that have been acquired and reinforced socially.  Most of the things we react to on psychedelics are things we have been conditioned to not react to, or even think about.  </p>
<p>The powerful and hidden truth about all of this is that serotonin does not equal &#8220;self control.&#8221;  We DO NOT LOSE CONTROL SIMPLY BY TAKING A PSYCHEDELIC.  This is a product of our extremely powerful imaginations.  When one or more of our fears (which we never learned to counteract properly) is the only thing we can think about, we FORGET THAT WE STILL HAVE CONTROL.</p>
<p>A huge fear for many people is simply losing control.  When your mind can imagine the chance that you might lose control, you may hover on the edge or even push yourself over.</p>
<p>The remedy?  SMILE.  Genuinely.  Chill out.  Go with the flow.  Change what you&#8217;re doing if it&#8217;s really bothering you.  Surf the internet.  Flip through the channels.  Listen to the deepest and most positive music you have, or look for some.  Talk to a close friend, not about how you are tripping out but about what is going through your mind.  Above all, relax and remember that it&#8217;s YOUR BRAIN and you just took a little substance to unlock it for a while.  You&#8217;ll still have the same tissues and organs you had before you started tripping when you&#8217;re done.  What happens is YOUR CHOICE.</p>
<p>Everything I have explained here is supported by experiments in neuroscience and psychotherapy as well as statistical data and personal experience.  I have seen people &#8220;start to wig out&#8221; and then suddenly become lucid and perfectly in control after I explained to them what was happening.</p>
<p>Over 80% of the LSD users questioned over the years have claimed that LSD gave them some sort of insight.  This ranged from understanding how their brains worked to being connected to everything around them to having &#8220;communicated with God.&#8221;  I do not name the last one lightly as I have experienced all three of those examples of &#8220;insight&#8221; and by &#8220;God&#8221; I do not mean a magic man in the sky.</p>
<p>My overall point here is that the dangers of LSD are not inherent to LSD.  They are human fears and ignorance suppressed by lifetimes of socialization, unlocked by a chemical that removes some of the filters in our minds.  Too much murder, madness and mystery has existed without LSD for me to blame a few freak-outs on the drug.  LSD &#8220;casualties&#8221; (hospitalization or death) amount to something like 1 in 10,000 people who try it (these statistics vary).  This is a pathetic number, which is also probably highly correlated with its legal status and the stigma associated with psychedelics (a product of propaganda more than anything else).  The same cannot be said for other drugs.  Alcohol, cocaine, speed, and opiates are reliably addictive.  These drugs in large enough or frequent enough doses are also reliably lethal.  Not true with LSD, which by dose is one of the safest drugs known to man.</p>
<p>And yes, Lucy is still around.  Research in psychedelics is making a comeback.  Check out <a href="http://MAPS.org" title="http://MAPS.org">MAPS.org</a>, <a href="http://erowid.org" title="http://erowid.org">erowid.org</a>, or even wikipedia for more info.</p>
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		<title>By: Tom</title>
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		<dc:creator>Tom</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Fri, 03 Aug 2007 15:29:48 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Erowid,
Realizing you'll do what you feel driven to do in the end: however in my view, psilocybin mushrooms are a better choice than LSD (which does not occur in nature).  LSD has an instense, speed-like, electrical grinding feel to it, seeming like it has worn down your psyche/mind by the time the trip is over.  Not so much the case with psilocybin, still large enough doses of psilocybin are similar, in the power of the trip, to larger doses of LSD.  If you are going to experiment, make sure you really have psilocybin mushrooms, not some poisonous variety.  If you could have a fun weekend trip in Amsterdam this is no problem, as they legally sell indoor grown mushrooms at smart shops. Be careful I think! One should never be careless or unthinking about using a powerful hallucinogenic substance, undesireable things can and have happened before! If you must do LSD (and I do not encourage that), realize that uncertain purity and dosage can be a potentially serious problem. 

I hear of mushrooms sometimes available in many larger N. American cities.

Disclaimer: I do not encourage or advocate use of illegal drugs, but recognize laws cannot always prevent their use.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Erowid,<br />
Realizing you&#8217;ll do what you feel driven to do in the end: however in my view, psilocybin mushrooms are a better choice than LSD (which does not occur in nature).  LSD has an instense, speed-like, electrical grinding feel to it, seeming like it has worn down your psyche/mind by the time the trip is over.  Not so much the case with psilocybin, still large enough doses of psilocybin are similar, in the power of the trip, to larger doses of LSD.  If you are going to experiment, make sure you really have psilocybin mushrooms, not some poisonous variety.  If you could have a fun weekend trip in Amsterdam this is no problem, as they legally sell indoor grown mushrooms at smart shops. Be careful I think! One should never be careless or unthinking about using a powerful hallucinogenic substance, undesireable things can and have happened before! If you must do LSD (and I do not encourage that), realize that uncertain purity and dosage can be a potentially serious problem. </p>
<p>I hear of mushrooms sometimes available in many larger N. American cities.</p>
<p>Disclaimer: I do not encourage or advocate use of illegal drugs, but recognize laws cannot always prevent their use.</p>
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		<title>By: erowid</title>
		<link>http://www.amptoons.com/blog/archives/2006/01/19/alas-no-more-lsd/#comment-300664</link>
		<dc:creator>erowid</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Wed, 01 Aug 2007 03:46:08 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Hey Trippers.......
I am looking for my 1st LSD experience, but for the life of me, cannot find any in the GTA (Iive in Toronto). If someone here is kind enough to help me, I will remain forever greatful.............</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Hey Trippers&#8230;&#8230;.<br />
I am looking for my 1st LSD experience, but for the life of me, cannot find any in the GTA (Iive in Toronto). If someone here is kind enough to help me, I will remain forever greatful&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.</p>
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		<title>By: Tom</title>
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		<dc:creator>Tom</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Wed, 04 Jul 2007 03:55:04 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>&lt;blockquote&gt;I wonder if people here who know people who were damaged by tripping know how much or how frequently that person was tripping. I’d be very interested to hear of a “I took half a hit (or a hit) once, and it messed me up badly” story, even second hand (or even a reliable third hand).&lt;/blockquote&gt;I

In 1968 at only age 12, I took a half tablet of 'green berkley' flats LSD, supplied by my older brother who I was close to.  He introduced me to it, but I didn't need to be talked into trying it, I was very much interested myself,  I thought I might die of curiosity if I did not at least try it.  Taking it, I found it to be a worthwhile and very interesting experience (understated), even though it did not end the mystery of the universe, it seemed to tease about that mystery with hints (yet today I am not sure whether it really carried any special spiritual meaning or not).  

By age 14 I bought another hit of acid from a girl at school, but this time I took it in an unfortunate setting, with a friend that I was supposed to spend the night with, but whose mom nixed that idea.  Thus I had to walk home on a cold black and moody October night,  growing increasingly worried about facing my dad while tripping on LSD.  

My dad was a good dad who loved me very much and we had always been best friends, but he was pure as the driven snow as to how he took care of his own body, and would have been gravely disappointed in me had he known that I was experimenting with drugs, let alone something like LSD.   That guilt-laden encounter with my father while on LSD (I slept in the same room and in a bunk below him at that time)  overpowered my mood and psyche, and threw me into a panic, sweating and with a racing heart  (that I was sure he heard) while lying in bed at 11 PM.  With guilt heavy as a building on my chest as I lay on that bunk below my dad, I was motionless and unable to sleep in a pool of sweat and hearing my heart beat loudly all night. Early on, my pop kept asking what was wrong, but I couldn't answer for sheer mortification.  Not able to sleep all night,  I was dead sure I had ruined my physical frame and mind, and thus, my life.  By morning I was like a different person; a major depression had solidly settled in that lasted a year, during which I hardly spoke to my friends at school. A year later I confessed my LSD use to my dad, and getting it off my chest seemed to cause that depression (the worst I'd known) to lift in only a few days.  But then I immediately I rocketed into a state of high mania - because as I learned later I was now manic depressive (now commonly called bipolar disorder).  I have manic depressive condition to this day.  I don't know if the LSD caused it or merely triggered something that would have shown up anyway at a later time (my mom also had this condition later in life).   

Age 15 to 21 was a very intense period for me, in and out of the psychiatric floor of the local hospital no less than seven times, the first time for severe depression (catatonic with full blown auditory and visual hallucinations); the rest of the hospitalizations were for severe mania (the subsequent depressions were very bad but did not threaten the stability of the family as could a manic episode).  Fortunately by my early 20's lithium (a natural mineral salt mined from the ground) came into wide use and using it, my condition became manageable.  Manic depression has impacted me very little since then, yet I know that I still have the condition.

One might think I'd be bitterly against hallucinogenic drug use because of all this.   I've not taken LSD since that eventful time, but I have used psilocybin mushrooms on several trips to Amsterdam, tried LSA-containing seeds (like morning glory),  and a powerful hallucinogenic sage plant,  Salvia Divinorum (used by Indians in southern Mexico for Shamanistic purposes).  And I still use pot on occasion, but very moderately (maybe less than 1/4 oz a year). Recently traveling in India I was able to sample some very powerful hashish. 

My greatest enjoyment comes from adventure travel now (I've been to all the continents), not drugs, but I know life has risks and though I've had much trouble from drugs, I have escaped at least total ruination from them, for which I thank God.  If we want to get near to the fire and have very great adventures, we may have to sometimes pay the price for it.  Let everyone know of the dangers, which are definitely there,  and let them (adults) make their own informed choice.  It's certainly not for everyone.  In spite of my occasional (illegal) drug use I am sincerely a believer in Christ now for three decades, which may account for my earlier skepticism of spiritual value per se in hallucinogenic drugs. I guess I see them as just one more kind of (hopefully fun) adventure, like a roller coaster. </description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote><p>I wonder if people here who know people who were damaged by tripping know how much or how frequently that person was tripping. I’d be very interested to hear of a “I took half a hit (or a hit) once, and it messed me up badly” story, even second hand (or even a reliable third hand).</p></blockquote>
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<p>In 1968 at only age 12, I took a half tablet of &#8216;green berkley&#8217; flats LSD, supplied by my older brother who I was close to.  He introduced me to it, but I didn&#8217;t need to be talked into trying it, I was very much interested myself,  I thought I might die of curiosity if I did not at least try it.  Taking it, I found it to be a worthwhile and very interesting experience (understated), even though it did not end the mystery of the universe, it seemed to tease about that mystery with hints (yet today I am not sure whether it really carried any special spiritual meaning or not).  </p>
<p>By age 14 I bought another hit of acid from a girl at school, but this time I took it in an unfortunate setting, with a friend that I was supposed to spend the night with, but whose mom nixed that idea.  Thus I had to walk home on a cold black and moody October night,  growing increasingly worried about facing my dad while tripping on LSD.  </p>
<p>My dad was a good dad who loved me very much and we had always been best friends, but he was pure as the driven snow as to how he took care of his own body, and would have been gravely disappointed in me had he known that I was experimenting with drugs, let alone something like LSD.   That guilt-laden encounter with my father while on LSD (I slept in the same room and in a bunk below him at that time)  overpowered my mood and psyche, and threw me into a panic, sweating and with a racing heart  (that I was sure he heard) while lying in bed at 11 PM.  With guilt heavy as a building on my chest as I lay on that bunk below my dad, I was motionless and unable to sleep in a pool of sweat and hearing my heart beat loudly all night. Early on, my pop kept asking what was wrong, but I couldn&#8217;t answer for sheer mortification.  Not able to sleep all night,  I was dead sure I had ruined my physical frame and mind, and thus, my life.  By morning I was like a different person; a major depression had solidly settled in that lasted a year, during which I hardly spoke to my friends at school. A year later I confessed my LSD use to my dad, and getting it off my chest seemed to cause that depression (the worst I&#8217;d known) to lift in only a few days.  But then I immediately I rocketed into a state of high mania - because as I learned later I was now manic depressive (now commonly called bipolar disorder).  I have manic depressive condition to this day.  I don&#8217;t know if the LSD caused it or merely triggered something that would have shown up anyway at a later time (my mom also had this condition later in life).   </p>
<p>Age 15 to 21 was a very intense period for me, in and out of the psychiatric floor of the local hospital no less than seven times, the first time for severe depression (catatonic with full blown auditory and visual hallucinations); the rest of the hospitalizations were for severe mania (the subsequent depressions were very bad but did not threaten the stability of the family as could a manic episode).  Fortunately by my early 20&#8217;s lithium (a natural mineral salt mined from the ground) came into wide use and using it, my condition became manageable.  Manic depression has impacted me very little since then, yet I know that I still have the condition.</p>
<p>One might think I&#8217;d be bitterly against hallucinogenic drug use because of all this.   I&#8217;ve not taken LSD since that eventful time, but I have used psilocybin mushrooms on several trips to Amsterdam, tried LSA-containing seeds (like morning glory),  and a powerful hallucinogenic sage plant,  Salvia Divinorum (used by Indians in southern Mexico for Shamanistic purposes).  And I still use pot on occasion, but very moderately (maybe less than 1/4 oz a year). Recently traveling in India I was able to sample some very powerful hashish. </p>
<p>My greatest enjoyment comes from adventure travel now (I&#8217;ve been to all the continents), not drugs, but I know life has risks and though I&#8217;ve had much trouble from drugs, I have escaped at least total ruination from them, for which I thank God.  If we want to get near to the fire and have very great adventures, we may have to sometimes pay the price for it.  Let everyone know of the dangers, which are definitely there,  and let them (adults) make their own informed choice.  It&#8217;s certainly not for everyone.  In spite of my occasional (illegal) drug use I am sincerely a believer in Christ now for three decades, which may account for my earlier skepticism of spiritual value per se in hallucinogenic drugs. I guess I see them as just one more kind of (hopefully fun) adventure, like a roller coaster.</p>
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